The Dalai Frabba

Short Circuit!

2011-09-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

I need to organize my life. I need to organize my mind. I feel as though my brain is in a constant state of disorganization and turmoil. I don't like it. I am constantly making lists on little pieces of paper and shoving them in my bag. That does me no good because then I have tons of little crumbled up pieces of paper cluttering my bag which in turn clutter my mind and my life. It's a vicious cycle. Why is this so hard for me? It shouldn't be, right? I don't know how to really make it better at the moment. I guess I'll just have to deal with it. I AM NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT!!! Arghh!

Moves Like Jagger (Explicit)

2011-09-03T14:24:00.000-07:00

Love this song!

Kate Moss

2011-07-14T11:14:00.000-07:00

I have always thought that Kate Moss is really beautiful. I know that many people don't think so. Especially with the whole "waif" look she sported in the 90's. But I think she's stunning and has amazing style.

via danzinger projects

I Really Want This...

2011-06-20T07:14:00.001-07:00

Little Edie intrigues me. What a personality!

Words can not explain...

2011-06-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

This is so me!

picture via Natalee Dee

Sayings

2011-03-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

"Gossip is the devil's radio. " Ever heard of this saying. Now say it with a heavy southern accent. Makes it sound all the more true, doesn't it?

Black Swan

2011-02-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

Saw this with some friends as a "Girls Night Out" thing the other day. This was an intense and visually beautiful movie. I loved it. It was a little scary at times but definitely a must see.

I am so mad....

2011-01-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

Do adults get "shaken baby" syndrome?

Stressed

2011-01-25T09:30:00.001-08:00

That shit ain't funny!

Abercrombie Coat

2011-01-20T11:01:00.000-08:00

It's mine!

Things I Love....

2011-01-16T15:51:00.000-08:00

J Crew really has caught my eye lately. I love their stuff.

Sick Again

2011-01-16T15:30:00.001-08:00

So, it's been like a domino effect around here lately. We've all been sick and it's been miserable. My son has been sick every other week for the past month and a half. Now I have what he had. I feel terrible. I can't take a deep breath without coughing and my throat is hurting. I feel like someone is stepping on my chest. I'm so glad this is a 3 day weekend. I plan to do absolutely nothing tomorrow but veg out! Wish me luck on that one.

shakes

2011-01-04T09:01:00.000-08:00

My nerves are shot today. This whole school IEP eligibility process for my daughter is driving me nuts. Feeling out of sorts.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-03T12:27:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I know. It's January 3rd and I'm a bit late with my wishes but it's still early enough in my opinion. So, yeah. Happy New Year! I wish great things for all. Stay positive and look on the bright side always.

Things I Love...

2011-01-03T12:22:00.000-08:00

These are so beautiful. I can't decide which one I love best so I'll take all three. Yeah, right!

all photos via canvas

Things I Love...

2010-12-31T13:06:00.000-08:00

I want this so bad!!!!

Blech!

2010-12-31T11:25:00.000-08:00

I DESPISE packaged chocolate chip cookies!

Ho Hum The Holidays

2010-12-29T07:38:00.001-08:00

Christmas came and went so quickly this year that it never really had the opportunity to keep me involved. I am a lover of the holidays! Especially Christmas. But this year, for some reason, it was different. Have I been jaded? I hope not. I'm looking forward to the new year, though. I'm hoping it's a really great and productive one with lots of positive things for everyone. I have a lot of things I want to accomplish in the new year including cleansing myself of all things that hold me back. Should I get a lobotomy for that part of my brain? Anyway, positive all the way, right? YES!

Better

2010-10-10T18:12:00.000-07:00

I'm finally feeling better. I think I'm coming around now. It's been tough for me these past couple of weeks but in the end I always trust that things will work out. I need to keep a positive attitude and try to live in the day to day and stop worrying so much. I know, easier said than done. But, I will do it. I know I will.

Sometimes when we're sad...

2010-10-08T11:08:00.000-07:00

I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to go far away and not have to think. I am, obviously, overwhelmed right now. I feel my hands shaking and I can't really do anything about it. I am on the verge of tears constantly. I hate feeling this way. I feel like the universe is testing me and checking to see how strong I am right now. I can be strong but too many things have been thrown my way at the moment and I'm dying inside. I put on that happy face every morning and people tell me how chipper I look and they tell me that my smile brightens their day. Really? 'Cause I'm freakin' out on the inside. I've never considered the fact that I may just have a good poker face. I know that what I have going on right now will pass just like everything else in life but it's really a trying time for me. I try to stay positive and move forward but the fact is that I could crumble at any given time. I'm sad and this sucks!

So Cute

2010-09-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

via sfgirlbythebay

What a face! Love, Love, Love!

Things I Love...

2010-09-05T20:18:00.001-07:00

As usual, all these items are from J Crew. I think they are doing an amazing job with their new collections. I, especially, love this purse. OMG!

LOVE THIS!

2010-09-02T12:29:00.001-07:00

Crikey!

2010-09-02T11:19:00.000-07:00

Oh dear God! What the hell is this?! I'm sure that's a real alligator too. I've seen some insane looking shoes but these take the cake. Now, I wonder how they'd look with my pencil skirt? :)

Sick

2010-08-31T16:56:00.000-07:00

Holy crap! I am so disgusting right now. I've had a stomach virus for the past three days and I can honestly say that I haven't been so sick in a very long time. I guess having autoimmune disease doesn't help with the fact that any simple illness will be double or triple for me in terms of duration and effect. I feel awful. I'm hoping to get back to work by tomorrow and back to some normalcy in terms of how I feel really soon. I hate getting sick and throwing up is one of my biggest fears. Please let me get back to normal soon. Please!

Obsessed!

2010-08-24T19:30:00.000-07:00

I am officially obsessed with Twilight fan fiction. I shouldn't be admitting this! What's wrong with me? :/

VACATION!

2010-08-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

I am officially on vacation. Yes! I am so excited. We don't really have any plans that are set in stone but here are a few of the things we want to do:

1. museums

2. the beach

3. central park

4. camping

5. Great Wolf Lodge--too expensive!

6. picnic

7. Governor's Island

Sounds good, right? I think so. Let's see how much we can actually do, though.

See ya around!

Tired (again)

2010-07-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

This weekend was a little tough for me. I am exhausted once again. It's not like I did much either. I try to take it easy on the weekends but I always end up trying to catch up on the things I don't have time to do during the week. I would love to be able to just wake up and have my coffee and then throw the hours of the day up in the air and let them fall where they may. I guess it's just not part of my personality and if I do sit down for a few minutes my mind races with all the things I should be doing. It's almost as if I feel that there isn't enough time in my day and I need to occupy every hour that passes with something. I know that there is always something I can be doing besides sitting there wasting my time (in my opinion). I think I need to find a new and exciting book to read. I've already read so much these past couple of months and haven't really found anything interesting yet. Any suggestions?

Lions

2010-07-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

I found this through Bliss. This photograph is amazing. They look like they are blissfully in love, don't they? So, so pretty.

Breathe (I have to remind myself)

2010-07-16T09:59:00.001-07:00

I am looking forward to this weekend. I've been very stressed lately and I need to just take some time to reflect. Things seem to pile up all at once and it really gets me down. I need to take better care of myself and focus on my health. My biggest problem is worrying about everyone and everything else before me. I know it seems like just good ol' common sense to take care of myself but I worry about the rest of the world first. A trip to the town pool and a good book should put me on my way to healing this weekend. I have many other things I need to do but let's see just how much of it I can leave undone. As my old acupuncturist used to say with a calm voice and a heavy accent, "deep breathe.... relax your mind." Maybe I should listen.

Gandhi Said it Best

2010-07-15T13:30:00.000-07:00

"Be the change you want to see in the world." Mahatma Gandhi

P.S. Also, this guy looks just like my friend's father. Really!

Just Let It Out

2010-07-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

This is how I feel most days! Note to self: Stop repressing the anger stupid!

Things I Love...

2010-07-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

all items are from j crew

Eclipse

2010-07-08T20:25:00.001-07:00

My friend Maria and I saw this tonight. It was very good. I'd say the best of the 3 movies. Still, I don't think that guys would opt to see this given a choice. Edward, by far, has to take the cake for most romantic man ever. Seriously! But seriously, it was really good, in my opinion. I know Maria definitely loved it. Didn't you?

Brazilian Baby Dancing

2010-06-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

I'm speechless!

Seagull Steals Doritos

2010-06-23T11:41:00.000-07:00

I love how fast he walks out after casually walking in and checking to see if anyone was looking. If you can't trust seagulls who CAN you trust!

Perfect Summer Outfit

2010-06-23T11:14:00.000-07:00

This is my idea of the perfect summer outfit. It would make me really happy. Too bad it's all from Abercrombie and way too expensive. Anything I own from there has always been off the sale rack or the salvation army. That goes for my daughter's Abercrombie clothes as well. I can't justify paying $20 for a pair of rubber flip flops (unless they're Havainas, of course).

I Hate Medicine

2010-06-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

OK. So my doctor started me on a new medication for insulin resistence and I'm hoping that all this weirdness I've been feeling over the past couple of months finally goes away. He diagnosed me with metabolic disorder and says that if we nip this in the bud now I won't become a diabetic. It's funny how once you've acquired one disorder it's all downhill from there if you don't really take care of yourself. Domino effect in full effect! I don't like taking medication but I have had no choice due to the fact that what I need to take replaces what my body refuses to do on it's own. Yes, it sucks. I hope this really works for me. I'm, actually, being more cautious with my intake of certain foods. I've never been a big eater but every once in a while I do enjoy my sweets. But, then, who doesn't. I look forward to feeling better! :)

Lovely Door

2010-06-15T12:29:00.000-07:00

I had been looking for an excuse to use this... :)

Nice Kicks!

2010-06-12T19:44:00.000-07:00

My daughter got these sneakers today and she was so excited. It's actually been a while since I've seen her so excited over anything. She wanted to wear them out of the store and then with her pajamas when she got home. It was really cute to see!

She Did It!

2010-06-10T19:09:00.000-07:00

My daughter participated in the 2nd Grade Show. I did not see that one coming at all. She had been avoiding doing anything for a full month before today. I got calls and letters of concern regarding her participation and I just didn't know what to do anymore. So, finally, yesterday we told her that she didn't have to worry about the show and that all she had to do was show up. No pressure to sing--just stand there and if she felt like it maybe she could choose one song to lip sync. Well, go figure, she goes in there and sings all 8 songs. She looked so happy and into it. I was in shock. I went into this with, absolutely, no expectations. Afterward, parents and teachers all came up to her and congratulated her and hugged her and high-fived her! She told me that she felt like she was famous. I am so proud of her. Good for you, peanut!

Books I Love...

2010-06-10T13:50:00.000-07:00

I love this story and Mr. Darcy...

Should I admit to this one...

This one is really useful...

I love reading. I've read so many books in my lifetime. I remember spending entire summers reading whole books in a day or two. I would lose myself in the stories and become one with the characters I loved. The story of Heathcliff (Wuthering Heights) was one of my favorites. I read Judy Blume books when I was younger and remember relating to the character of Margaret in "Are You There God? It's Me Margaret." Lately, I've been reading more than I used to. I take out so many books and start to read them all at once. This is not a good thing. I tend to mix the stories and the characters up in my head and confuse myself. At my age, and with the way my brain is working lately, the last thing I need is to confuse myself further. I wish I could express how important reading is to my kids. My son would rather read freaky "Captain Underpants" over and over again than give a good story a chance. I will get him to read better books. It's my new goal starting this summer.

Olay Regenerist Micro Sculpting Serum

2010-06-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

I recently started using this product and it makes my skin feel wonderful. It seem to work as far as I can tell. The fragrance is soft and not overwhelming like some facial creams. I'm using this in conjunction with Retin-A since I've had the most impossible breakouts lately. I feel like a teenager. I have to figure out a way to balance these hormones soon or they are going to make me crazy--literally!

I think it just may be

2010-05-26T19:27:00.001-07:00

I think I may be suffering from postmenstrual syndrome. Not premenstrual. I used to suffer from the pre kind but now my whole schedule has changed and instead of suffering right before the onset of my menstruation it all happens right after. The weight gain, the fatigue, the irritability (well, this one happens 24/7 now, unfortunately for my kids) the adult acne--it's disgusting! I know that if I ask the doctor he's just going to think I'm nuts. I don't need another person in my life thinking that too. I need to find a natural way to balance myself out. I can't continue feeling so off.

Scorcher!

2010-05-26T19:23:00.000-07:00

Boy, was it hot today! 92 Degrees! The kids went out and played in the sprinkler while I cooked. Afterwards, we had those ice pops that look like a rocket ship. I forgot what they're called but they always bring back memories of my childhood. The kind that are red, white and blue and absolutely delicious. It was the perfect day for them. Mmmm!

Fantastic Indeed!

2010-05-24T17:48:00.000-07:00

Fantastic Mr Fox has to be one of the best movies out. I think I liked it better than my own children did. I think I can relate to Ash. You know, because he's just a bit different!

P.S. For some reason, this fox reminds me of my daughter--physically!

Some days are bad

2010-05-16T14:43:00.000-07:00

My son is having a really hard time today. He's been on the brink of tears since the day started. When we came back home today from our outing I ran him a very warm bath with 5 cups of epsom salt to soothe him back to normal. I think it may have worked because he seems much happier now. I hate days like these. They smack me in the face with the reality of his condition. I tend to forget. I wish that speaking to him would take some effect with him when he's feeling overwhelmed but that's easier said than done. Sometimes I just have to let him be. Hopefully, tomorrow is a better day. Here's hoping.

Simplify

2010-05-13T18:25:00.000-07:00

Hi. It's been a while. I've been trying to keep my self together and sane for the past couple of months. We've had a lot going on but all I can say is that I'm positive that all things happen for a reason and that in the end things always work out. I've been meaning to start fresh in many aspects of my life. You know--getting rid of the toxic elements in life and starting new. I've made some changes already. One has been the removal of toxic individuals in my life who took up so much time and effort and in the grand scheme of things were not worth it. I tried, though. I always do. But is it really worth giving up my health and my happiness for people who, no matter what you do, will always find something to bitch and moan about? Not in my book, at least, not anymore. It took me almost forty years to finally stand up for myself and I'm positive that this time it's for good. I'm premenopausal for God's sake. It's about time I started realizing what I should have realized many years ago. So, with that in mind, I have all kinds of plans to follow through on. Here's a short list:

1. Stop being such a consumer. The world has enough crap in it already and I don't need to add on to that. I've been a pretty good consumer for many years and I think there's a whole lot of other things I can spend my energy on.

2. Downsize. And by this I mean reducing the amount of things I have. I have a love of purses and bags. Ooh, I love them. But do I really need so many. So, in this respect, I plan to keep only what I use and need and get rid of the rest. My husband is one of those people who needs two pairs of shoes. One pair for work and one pair for going out. That's it. Life really is much simpler that way.

3. I've never been one to keep up with the Jones'. But now I think I'm just gonna keep up with myself.

My list is longer. But I can't think of all the things I want to do right now so when I do I'll post them. For now, I'm going to start with the basics and that means use what I already have and not purchase anything new until everything is used up. I'm going to do it. You'll see.

Things I Love

2010-03-12T19:09:00.000-08:00

These boots are amazing.

I absolutely love this outfit. It is perfect.

Look what Santa bought us!

2010-02-10T18:31:00.000-08:00

As I was downloading pictures from our digital camera today I came across this. This is my daughter. She made herself into a gift for us and I had no idea this picture was in there. This picture made me laugh!

Snow!

2010-02-10T05:57:00.000-08:00

I HATE SNOW! And you know how much we're supposed to get? 18 inches! The only positive thing about this is that I get to stay home today.

Just a thought

2010-02-03T17:15:00.000-08:00

You know what weirds me out? That one shoe you see in the middle of the road every once in a while. I can't help the thoughts that run through my mind. Especially, if it's a little shoe. Eeek! Heebie Jeebies!

WTF

2010-01-19T17:56:00.001-08:00

I'm watching a documentary on Janis Joplin at the moment and all I can say is "I don't get it!"

The Dream Car

2010-01-15T16:55:00.001-08:00

This is it! This is the van. The Freedom Rock Van! I can just see myself now...driving up to my farm in Montana. I love it!

New Cookbook

2010-01-13T17:51:00.000-08:00

I'm checking out this new cookbook. I'm looking it over to see if it's worth keeping. Isn't it pretty? And it's huge, too.

Shame On You Target

2010-01-13T17:22:00.000-08:00

This morning I took a quick trip to my neighborhood Target to pick up a box of cereal for my breakfast at work. As I walked through the clearance aisles, I came across a bunch of plain Kix cereal boxes and realized that they weren't priced for clearance so I picked one up and walked over to one of the nearest scanners. As I attempted to scan the box the price kept coming up as $0.00. I asked one of the associates if she knew what the price was and she asked me where I got it. I told her that there were a bunch of them on the clearance rack. She then told me that she couldn't sell it to me because after several markdowns the price comes up at 0.00 and that means that it is due to be disposed of. I asked her if they were going to throw them out and she said yes and that at that point she would have to take them off the shelves. I asked her if they would consider giving them to a homeless shelter or a food bank and she told me that they don't donate any food items because of legal and liability issues. At that point I became really sad inside. I couldn't believe that a perfectly good box of food, especially in these economic times, would be discarded. In a country of such abundance we are so wasteful and obnoxious. She told me that I didn't know the half of it. She told me they don't even let the employees take the food home. When I got to work I did a quick search on companies and their policies regarding food and almost all large companies have the same way of dealing with food. It is absolutely disgraceful. It really makes me think about our priorities as a country. We seem to be more concerned with a lawsuit than the well being of our people. Target--I'm not happy with you. I buy so many things there including my medication. I may have to reconsider my buying options. What an absolute let down.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T18:28:00.001-08:00

Wishing everyone a very happy and prosperous new year! Out with the old and in with the new. I have a very good feeling about the year ahead. We've got to believe that the best is yet to come. We've had one hell of a lesson learned in the past year and it's time to put that knowledge to work for us. Good luck and blessings to all of us. Be back soon.

Merry Christmas! Everyone!

2009-12-25T06:54:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas! I pray and hope for good things for everyone and hopefully everyone is happy! Be back later. Enjoy!

P.S. We've been watching "A Christmas Story" since last night and it never gets old. "Deck the halls with boughs of horry, FA RA RA RA RA RA RA RA RA!!!

Let It Snow! but not really...

2009-12-19T19:36:00.000-08:00

Well, it's been snowing since about noon today and it hasn't really accumulated to what they had predicted yet. I don't know if it will but I do know that I need new front tires for my car. My husband says that they fail the penny test because we can see Lincoln's ass when we stick the penny in the tread. I know that tires aren't cheap and I'm stressing driving in the snow now! I'm predicting I'll be taking our gangster vehicle to work on Monday. Please don't snow too much....please?!

Legos Rule

2009-12-18T15:42:00.000-08:00

My son loves Legos and he loves to build things. I think I have a future engineer on my hands. He asked me to post some pictures of his creations.... This is Demolisher from Transformers 2.

This is Devastator from Transformers 2.

I think he's very talented! And cute!

My Babies!

2009-12-18T15:36:00.000-08:00

This is one of the photos we chose for our annual Christmas card. Aren't they cute?

New Boots!

2009-12-17T19:51:00.000-08:00

As a thank you gift or helping her out this year, my boss' wife gave me a $100 gift certificate to J Crew and I got these. Aren't they cute? Actually, this picture doesn't really do them any justice because they are much nicer in person. I love them and I think they'll look amazing once they've been broken in. Squeeeeee!

My Christmas Wish List

2009-12-17T15:59:00.000-08:00

My Christmas wish list this year is easy:

1. I wish my daughter finds her voice and her self confidence and loses the social anxiety soon.
2. I wish my husband gets his ideal business venture started and is happy and satisfied.
3. I wish for my sister to be able to pay the outrageous amount of loan money for her schooling back easily.
4. I wish my job is always a successful business and that it is profitable for my boss and his clients (basically, so I'll always have a job!)
5. I wish for world peace and a stop to global warming.
6. I wish for happiness and financial stability for my mom and dad, as well as, every other person out there who is struggling.
7. I wish for an end to this crazy autism EPIDEMIC that has taken over.
8. I wish for tranquility and sanity for all my friends who have had a rough year.
9. I wish for simplicity
10. And last but not least I wish for a bottle of Black Truffle Oil and a French baguette from Fairway Market because Holy Crap is that good!

Yuck!

2009-12-13T12:02:00.000-08:00

What a day! It's been raining all day and not only is it raining but it is really cold. Some parts of the area have weather advisories due to freezing rain and dangerous driving conditions. We were hoping to be able to go out and have a nice day just driving around and getting something to eat but it looks like it's not going to happen. Maybe we'll step out and get some groceries in a bit but other than that it looks like we're confined to this space. Days like these turn into all day eating feasts. I don't really look forward to them because I then torture myself with guilt about what I eat. The past couple of weeks have been a little difficult for me. I don't know exactly what's been bothering me but I'm not at my best. I try to keep myself busy to keep a clear head but it's not working as I would have liked. Anyway, more on that later. Right now I'm gonna get dressed and head out in the rain. Maybe some light shopping (even though it's for food) will help.

Back Soon

2009-12-10T20:08:00.001-08:00

I know it's been a while. Since I last checked a lot of things have happened and of those things the most difficult one has been my turning 40 years old. I don't think it's actually hit me yet. I know I definitely don't feel like I'm 40 but it is real. I'll be back soon. I promise. For now I'm trying to catch up.

Happy Birthday Baby!

2009-11-27T06:10:00.000-08:00

Today is my son's 11th birthday. Happy Birthday little one (although, not so little anymore :( )!! We love you so much!

A Belated Happy Thanksgiving

2009-11-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

image via mediabistro

Although we had set out not to do anything on Thanksgiving this year we ended up doing a quickie dinner and it was really nice. We do have quite a bit of leftovers, though. I hope everyone had a nice and peaceful day with their loved ones. Happy Thanksgiving!

Through It All I'm Happy

2009-11-23T19:38:00.000-08:00

It's been a tough year. But, as tough as it has been, in a strange way I am very thankful for everything. It may seem strange but I believe that things happen for a reason and that all we've been through serves a purpose in our life. I'm seeing all the positive things that have happened in our lives in spite of all the negative things that have come our way. It's a cycle and this too shall pass. This is the perfect time of year to express that I am very lucky to be where I am and that I have a great group of people around me to help me get through it all. We need to surround ourselves with people who will uplift us and have a positive influence in our lives. All those people who were once a part of our lives but no longer are have moved on because it was no longer positive and needed to go as far away as possible from us. I truly believe this and want to keep it that way. I am taking a stance and I will no longer allow anyone to keep me from being my true self. I held back too much and compromised myself for nothing. It will no longer be that way. This I promise myself. Life is too short.

Nice!

2009-11-23T11:27:00.000-08:00

And yet we gave Bill Clinton a hard time about Monica Lewinsky. For shame, America!

Awesome

2009-11-22T19:18:00.000-08:00

This is hilarious!

So Much Fun

2009-11-21T19:37:00.000-08:00

Today was one of those days that I look forward to every year. My friend Lizzy and I get together and hit the city for some shopping and a great meal. It was so much fun to spend the day in my favorite place in the whole world with one of my favorite people in the whole world. We always have a great time just talking and walking around. Liz, if you're reading this thanks for everything. I had a great time. My feet are killing me! Oh, and you were right about the lipgloss. I love it.

Food, Inc.

2009-11-15T19:15:00.001-08:00

My husband and I watched this movie together the other night and were left speechless by what was shown and what we learned. I find it extremely disturbing that what we eat and what is available for us to eat is pretty scary. I fear for my children's futures and their health based on what our country is trying to sell us on foodwise. It's not good. This movie is definitely one to watch. We've definitely got to make a change, otherwise, we are in for a lifetime of sicknesses and epidemics of all kinds. Watch it--you won't regret it.

www.foodincmovie.com

All Better

2009-11-14T16:56:00.000-08:00

Well, we are finally all better. It's been a couple of days since I last wrote and now I'm back and feeling well again. I've been in kind of a funk, though, lately. Kind of moody and down. I don't enjoy feeling this way. I'm hoping to overcome it soon. I am looking forward to the holidays, though. I can't wait to start decorating. My husband says it's too early but I told him that at the sight of the first set of Christmas lights somewhere in town it would be over and I'd start decorating. Actually, we always put up the tree and decorations on Thanksgiving day but I really wouldn't mind doing it already. It's Saturday and we've been cleaning and throwing stuff away all day. We've been cleaning out the attic and I've been stacking things on the side to sell on Ebay. Gotta make a little extra cash for the holidays and what better way than getting rid of the stuff we didn't even know we had. One person's trash is another one's treasure! I'm gonna go have some coffee now.

Sick

2009-11-08T17:58:00.000-08:00

This past week has been about being sick around my house. It started with my daughter and then I was sick (still am but not too bad) and now my husband and my mother are sick. My husband had started to feel better going into Saturday and then, out of nowhere, relapsed. Today has been a hot tea, hot soup and lots of rest day. I feel so bad for him. None of us seem to have the flu but something like a really bad cold with all the sickness concentrated in the head area. We've all been laying around trying to get better before Monday. Hopefully, this will all go away soon. We'll see.

What I'm Reading Now...

2009-11-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

Not the Kindle Edition, though. I became interested in Anna Wintour some time ago after reading an interview she did with a fashion magazine. Recently, I watched her documentary "The September Issue" and that further deepened my interest so I ordered this book from the library. I haven't quite gotten past the introduction yet but this will be one I will carry with me to read every chance I get. Sometimes I get books and start reading them but lose interest and end up returning them unread but I'm hoping this one keeps my interest. I have a strong feeling it will.

Books

2009-11-06T18:31:00.000-08:00

The Giving Tree is very beautiful.

The Diary of a Wimpy Kid Series is very funny.

The Pigeon Series cracks us up!

My kids and I have something in common. We really love books. The other day while waiting for my husband to get back from somewhere (I actually don't remember where he was) my kids and I decided we would go to Barnes & Noble for a bit to kill some time. We took some time to look through the shelves and pull a bunch of books that seemed good. We also pulled some of our favorites. We spent a good 2 hours in that place and we probably would have stayed longer but figured we'd better move on. I think we'll make hanging out at bookstores a priority on days we don't have a lot to do.

I Love Christmas

2009-11-06T10:54:00.000-08:00

I love Christmas. Since I was a kid, Christmas has been the only holiday that really makes a difference in my life. I look forward to it, regardless, of how my year has gone and what has happened in my life. And it's not about the presents, that's for sure. It has something to do with the feel of the season and what it represents. I love it so much that just thinking about it makes me giddy (like a child). I look forward to putting up the tree and the decorations and waiting on that special morning where my children's hearts are filled with anxiety and happiness and they can't stop smiling. It's a beautiful thing. It really is. This holiday season may not be as extravagant (not that it has ever been) as other years but I can tell you that I plan to make it a very special one for my family.

P.S. I am also very much looking forward to seeing this movie. Looks like it will be fun.

Isn't This Great?

2009-11-05T12:06:00.000-08:00

I love this picture.

--Sigh--

2009-11-05T10:51:00.000-08:00

www.cabbagesandroses.com

All Good Things Usually Come to an End (But Why?)

2009-11-03T19:12:00.000-08:00

Why is it that almost every magazine that I have ever really, really loved get the ax? First it was Blueprint, then Wondertime, then Child, then Domino and now Cookie. Come on! I'm sure there are plenty of publications that deserve to get the pink slip over these. I take some consolation in the fact that I still have Lucky and Real Simple. Please don't ever take these away because I think that I will actually cry.

Things I Love

2009-11-03T19:08:00.000-08:00

I have been in love with this bag for a couple of years now. The price is still outrageous but I don't lose hope that one day it will be mine. In my opinion, this bag is timeless and so beautiful. Love. Love. Love.

I Love Cookbooks

2009-11-03T18:45:00.000-08:00

Recently, I have taken an honest-to-goodness, really real interest in cooking and, in the process, have started a collection of cookbooks. I own a good number of them but the more expensive ones I borrow from the library and return much, much later than your average borrow time. I can pour over them for hours. Here is my latest borrow. I would love to get my kids (specifically, my daughter) to try new foods. Her diet consists of milk, cheese, macaroni and cheese, more cheese, cereal, cheese and pancakes. Oh, and cheese! Maybe pasta with meat sauce when there's a full moon but really that is the extent of her diet. I would love to be able to cook up new and exciting meals for her to enjoy and nourish her. I know that children can be picky but this just seems unreal to me. I plan to get her to eat more things. I'm thinking that starting in the new year one of my major goals will be to introduce her to better food. I think it's really, really important.

Really Cool Stuff

2009-11-01T15:26:00.000-08:00

Aren't these awesome? There is a man in town who makes these and I think they are great. Check them out.

Halloween 2009

2009-11-01T15:19:00.000-08:00

My son is the one without the mask on.

Halloween was a lot of fun. The kids dressed up and, although, the weather was less than perfect it was still very enjoyable. We've got a lot of candy and if we eat it all we will surely die. My daughter dressed up as Hannah Montana and my son was Jango Fett from Star Wars. Looking forward to next year already.

She probably doesn't see it

2009-10-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm? What was that? I look like a what? Yeah, I don't see it. Wanna have a staring contest?

Things I love (Abercrombie Edition)

2009-10-29T19:43:00.000-07:00

I forgot to mention I love these too.

(pictures via abercrombie & fitch)

Things I Love

2009-10-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty sure I need a pair of those beige peep toe pumps. Aren't they beautiful? They are from the "yet to launch" Winter Kate line by Nicole Richie. I don't know how much they are but I think they are amazing.

Gorgeous Dress

2009-10-28T16:45:00.000-07:00

I am in love with this dress and that belt makes it all the more beautiful. Amazing! She's got great style.

picture via thesartorialist

Who Can You Trust

2009-10-27T19:45:00.000-07:00

My son is learning what it's like to be disappointed by friends. Unfortunately, I can't always be there to protect him and he's going to have learn through experiences. He takes things that happen very hard and becomes extremely emotional and withdrawn. I hope to be able to teach him that he will be okay and stronger in the long run. It makes me sad to know that I can't protect him from all the bad stuff. He will be okay, though.

Lush

2009-10-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

I love Lush products. My favorite products are from their Karma fragrance line. I never thought I'd like products that had patchouli in them but these smell wonderful. Very hippie but in a warm, wonderful way. Love these!

The Sartorialist Book

2009-10-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

I recently got this book and have looked over all the pictures over and over again. Talk about inspiring. I have been a fan of Scott Schuman for over a year now and check his website daily for his wonderful photos. He has such a great eye for beauty and fashion and his photos are beautifully taken. I'd definitely recommend this book to anyone who loves individual creativity in fashion and clothing.

check out his site:

www.thesartorialist.com

Cookies on a Rainy Day

2009-10-24T14:49:00.000-07:00

I made these today. The weather is awfully glum so it's perfect for comfort foods. They were delicious. Mmmmm!

Let's All Cheer

2009-10-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

Here is a video of my little girl doing her thing at the last football game. She starts out fourth from the right. I think she did a great job.

The September Issue

2009-10-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching The September Issue and I really enjoyed it. I don't think it matters very much if you are interested in fashion or not. The documentary follows the days in the life of Anna Wintour, Editor-in-Chief of American Vogue, prior to the launch of the September issue. I've seen The Devil Wears Prada which is, supposedly, based on Anna but I truly believe that as much as people would like to believe that this woman is a total horror I don't think she really is. She is a strong, intelligent business woman and I think she deserves a lot of merit. After watching how much goes into the publication of one issue (a very important one at that) I have gained a great respect for her. I highly recommend this documentary if you get a chance to see it.

We'll Call It Love

2009-10-19T19:38:00.000-07:00

My daughter loves her brother very much and sometimes she leaves him notes to let him know just how much...
Isn't that nice? :/

Where the Wild Things Are

2009-10-18T13:48:00.000-07:00

This was absolutely beautifully made. We saw this today and I loved it. The story and the characters could be a little scary for smaller children but my kids thought it was great. I couldn't agree more.

Obama Wants Moms To Go Back To School

2009-10-14T18:19:00.000-07:00

Now the idea is really nice, isn't it? But, please explain to me the concept behind the ad with the dancing shadow doing the butter churn and the running man because I don't see myself or my mom for that matter being that excited about going back to school. Really, who does that? And why do I have to be bombarded by it on every website I go to. It's ridiculous and I don't get it! Someone needs to get fired. Seriously.

P.S. And I know you've seen it and feel the same way as I do because how can you not?

Starburst FaveReds

2009-10-14T18:11:00.000-07:00

Have you seen these? I have! And this is the way things should be done. They are delicious! No more stray candies lying around because that green one always tastes like nothing I've ever had or can compare to in nature. Gross.

And they're Gluten-Free to boot. Although, I haven't really done anything in that department yet. I will, though.

Getting Back on Track

2009-10-13T18:49:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to get back on track lately. I've been busy with the kids and their after school activities and by the time I get around to going online and updating I'm too tired and have no thoughts left to write about. I hope to be a little more enthusiastic about this as the week progresses. I've also been feeling a bit dysphoric. Just not myself. My thyroid has the tendency to mess with me in the worst way. Sometimes its pain all over and other times it's fatigue that leaves me not wanting to do anything. I'm trying to go gluten free again but it hasn't been the easiest task. When I do start, I usually end up hungry and anxious, but I guess I have to give it more time. The thing is that I also enjoy cooking new meals and I'd hate to miss out on a new dish. I have to make the sacrifice, though. I need to feel better.

Saturday Blues

2009-10-03T17:02:00.000-07:00

It's Saturday. It's been a while since I last posted but I haven't been able to motivate myself enough to write. My daughter had a soccer game this morning and then we went and did a bit of grocery shopping and have been home since. I guess it's just been one of those weeks. I promise to come back soon enough with more. Right now I'm gonna go stuff my face full of nachos. I need the salt. Back soon.

The Dalai Frabba

Short Circuit!

Moves Like Jagger (Explicit)

Kate Moss

I Really Want This...

Words can not explain...

Sayings

Black Swan

I am so mad....

Stressed

Abercrombie Coat

Things I Love....

Sick Again

**shakes**

Happy New Year!

Things I Love...

Things I Love...

Blech!

Ho Hum The Holidays

Better

Sometimes when we're sad...

So Cute

Things I Love...

LOVE THIS!

Crikey!

Sick

Obsessed!

VACATION!

Tired (again)

Lions

Breathe (I have to remind myself)

Gandhi Said it Best

Just Let It Out

Things I Love...

Eclipse

Brazilian Baby Dancing

Seagull Steals Doritos

Perfect Summer Outfit

I Hate Medicine

Lovely Door

Nice Kicks!

She Did It!

Books I Love...

Olay Regenerist Micro Sculpting Serum

I think it just may be

Scorcher!

Fantastic Indeed!

Some days are bad

Simplify

Things I Love

Look what Santa bought us!

Snow!

Just a thought

WTF

The Dream Car

New Cookbook

Shame On You Target

Happy New Year!

Merry Christmas! Everyone!

Let It Snow! but not really...

Legos Rule

My Babies!

New Boots!

My Christmas Wish List

Yuck!

Back Soon

Happy Birthday Baby!

A Belated Happy Thanksgiving

Through It All I'm Happy

Nice!

Awesome

So Much Fun

Food, Inc.

All Better

Sick

What I'm Reading Now...

Books

I Love Christmas

Isn't This Great?

--Sigh--

shakes